are you my class? my classmates?
from 05s62?
im disillusioned.
i feel sorry for myself, feel like a fool, for putting my hopes in you even for a moment.
are you THAT narrow minded to equal a poor turnout with unenthu people?
cant you accept the fact that not everyone's gonna be able to make it for every single freaking outing you organise?
its not like i din try.
see for yourself:
i went to sentosa the first outing, k box and pool sessions, went for JTS and STJ, went for the pathetic fac outing.
you call that not trying?
im sorry, but i do have a circle of friends beyond you.
my church friends, my ex-classmates, my choir.
i have previous commitments, i will adhere to them.
THAT is my principle, that is my choice.
what's wrong with a low turnout?
why do you have to insist on EVERY SINGLE FREAKING person to be present?
would you rather have the whole class there, and sulking cos they gave up on smthg else they would rather be doing, or have a smaller crowd that's enjoying themselves?
must everything be AS A CLASS? why dont you invite, and leave it at that?

shuuy... now you get why i said i like my class sometimes?
it oscillates between extremities.
i wonder why is it that we've nv had such problems last time, in three fifteen, four fifteen.
people who can go, go. those who cant aren't criticised or bitched about.
that's how it should be. you wan to have fun, not end up feeling all so upset and huffy about those who cannot turn up.
ironically, all your efforts to bond and unite the class... just causes the cracks to widen, know that?
if your class rep incites something like this, its very hard for the rest of the class to think well of each other; with more authority comes more responsibility, hadn't no one ever told you that?
i guess its too late, you sowed the seeds of division unaware.